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Name: UdontNeed
Birthday: 2/21/1987
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

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Moving on Faith
By Jadon Lavik
This Day
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I witnessed to him last night.  I don't know if it did any immediate good, but hey, planted a seed right?  It seems all I look forward to is him getting online or sending me an email.  I mean, I look forward to other things to, but even now, I'm waiting for him to get back online, and well, he isnt' here!!
Horrible.
Terrible.
Bah Humbug.
I hate losing my heart.
I love losing my heart.
God help me.


Monday, June 20, 2005

Okay, so i know what I need to say to hIM, but i don't know how.  I mean, I shouldn't be flirting with him the way I am and he should with me if we aren't taking this any further, but I don't want to lose his friendship.  Boy, why don't we just try to date??
I don't get it.


Sunday, June 19, 2005

Currently Playing
Moving on Faith
By Jadon Lavik
This Day
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So all I can think about is XXXXX.  I'm serious.  And I dont know why. 
Well, I know why.  Because I like him...I've got my first real real crush.  Sure, I've "liked" guys before, but not like this.  Its kind of scary.  But exciting.  I do hope he changes his mind.  He doesnt want to date because we're both so busy.  I also think he's afraid of hurting me.  Thats just the way it seems to me.  Anyways, happy father's day.


okay...we're just friends.  My heart kinda broke...i do like him...and i think I will for a very very very very long time.


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White Flag
By Shaun Groves
Sad Song
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I love Shaun Groves.  He's such a personal singer/songwriter.  Hm, I still like XXXXX (theres no rhyme or reason to the x's)...just my favorite number...i guess....
(or maybe no...who knows)
I don't know how to tell him I like him.  He's like really nice and really understanding.  Ug.  I try to hint, but he just doesnt get it, or maybe he does and just doesn't want to face it. 
I'm talking to him now on MSN, and he's like.  I can't believe you've never been kissed.  Someone should kiss you.  A good kiss.  And so I reply, yeah, but in order to get kissed, one has to have one interested in that person in order to do that, correct?
and his reply really urked me.
This is true.
Ug!
I'm going to go cry by myself.
Then he says this:
im sure there are all kinds of guys out there who would love nothing more than to kiss you all day long
Ug.
I reply that none of them show it
he says:
I have it on very good authority that there are guys who would be over joyed to have the chance to kiss you
Oh Lord God almighty, I like this guy.  Can't you put it on his heart?????
he replies:
indeed.
I have my sources
HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he replies to me:
I am not however at liberty to disclose the identities of my sources
I might actually cry now.
Not really, but this boy has better get a move on.




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